Hi. I’m back. So, as you guys know, shit got really bad. I was having suicidal thoughts every day and was self harming again. I felt numb whenever people told me they cared about me. I literally felt like I was stuck in a cave with no way out. However, I decided to check myself into a psychiatric ward on January 11th and spent 8 days there. My medication has been adjusted and now I’m an outpatient, and I’m legitimately really happy. Getting help was the best decision I’ve made in a long time. I genuinely can’t believe how happy I am. I never thought I’d be this happy. I feel like I’ve never felt this way before. I’m just happy for no reason. I’m glad I’m alive. I care about stuff again, so I’m gonna start being active again. To that one guy who told me to stop feeling sorry for myself and review the new Joyner Lucas project, I hope you get testicular gangrene. I’m probably never gonna cover Joyner Lucas ever again just because of that. Anyway, I have a lot of ideas and feel more motivated now than I have in a long time, so stay tuned. The day of reckoning is coming.
Be sure to follow me on Twitter and on IG to stay up to date on everything I’m doing. I have a quick question though… So, I’ve been wanting to post my top 15 albums of 2020, but there are still a handful of records that I need to listen to because I have a feeling they’ll creep into the list and I don’t wanna leave them out. Should I just post my current list or can you guys wait a bit longer for me to catch up on releases I may have missed? Let me know. Thank you guys for reading by the way. This blog is my life, and even if nobody read my shit I would still do it, but it’s always nice when people thank me for putting them on to lesser known artists. So yeah, ya boi is back.